Ok I we are finally moved and Taylas birthday is over!! Now I can get to blogging, so everyone know that we are getting married, and planning it begins. I am really starting to have fun and enjoy this wedding, it was a little scary at first but I am on top of thing and having a great time with it. I have gone to a wedding expo with Joyce and that was fun, we got some great ideas. I plan on going to all of them just to experience them and get some creative thoughts. I so appreciate everyones ideas and all the help that I am getting, it is making this amazing and wonderful. My mother is coming in June and we should have almost everything finalized and smooth sailing from there. I really miss my mom is all of this but how wonderful is it to have his family be there for me, I am really lucky!

The PROPOSAL

We are engaged!!! I can't even tell you how excited that I am. I am now the luckiest, happiest, blessed woman in the world right now. The man of my dreams wants to marry me, this is unbelievable. I am so grateful to have everything in my life, it is more that I deserve.

Our Temple Experience

So on friday Tayla and I went with Dennis and Joyce to the Draper Temple. It was beautiful and incredible. It truely was an amazing experience for me. Tayla even said that she could feel Jesus walking beside her. You can truely feel his presence! Here is a picture of Tayla and I at the Salt Lake Temple last year.

Tayla and I

Here it is finally a picture of Tayla and me. I know it was over the summer. This was at Lagoon, we had so much fun. I love my family and my life.

Growing Pains!!!

Growing pains!!!!! Life seems to be a little challenging lately. I have lost myself and I am trying to figure out who I am and what I need. I know that there will be obstacles ahead and it is a matter of how you get throught them that truely makes life worth wild. I enjoy my family and now that I am a mother I put myself on the backburner most of the time. I try my best at making my life enjoyable for everyone else, and in the meantime I forget about myself. I know that is what I am supose to do, and I am so lucky to have an amazing family to make me smile to get me through these daily trials. God has giving me many blessings and I know his path for me is going to be incredible. I have learned that god won't give me more than I can handle so I have to believe that these are just growing pains.

Tagged

I've been tagged. Let's see how it goes...
A = ADVOCATE FOR: Support hunting.
B = BEST FEATURE: My nurturing side.
C= COULDN'T DO WITHOUT: My daughters face everyday!
D = DREAMS AND DESIRES: Publish a poem and ride more bike races with my daughter.
E = ESSENTIAL ITEM: Coffee in the morning, I am not pretty without it....
F= FAVORITE PAST TIME: Spending it with my family, not really anything specific just being with them.
G = GOOD AT: My job.
H = HAVE NEVER TRIED: Bungee or skydiving, I would like too.
I = IF I HAD A MILLION DOLLARS: Not really sure!
J = JUNKIE FOR: Cookies
K = KINDRED SPIRIT: "You know who you are."
L = LITTLE KNOWN FACT: I can flip people off with my feet!! Yes it's true.
M = MEMORABLE MOMENT: The first time I held my baby girl, Tayla.
N = NEVER AGAIN WILL I: Let some treat me badly, I learned the hard way!
O = OCCASIONAL INDULGENCE: Massages
Q = QUOTE: "Really."
R = REASON TO SMILE: Everything that Tayla does.
S = SORRY ABOUT: Pushing marriage.
T = TAG SOME FRIENDS: Molly, Chelsea, Jessie.
U= UNINTERESTED IN: Blood, so anything that has to do with the human body.
V = VERY SCARED OF: Bridges and spiders, watch out I have many cans of RAID!!!!
W = WORST HABIT: Overthinking a situation......
X = X MARKS MY IDEAL VACATION SPOT: Greece or somewhere Tropical.
Y = YESTERYEAR DECADE OF CHOICE: The 90's. I had no worries about the future because I didn't have a family for me to think about the future.
Z = ZODIAC SIGN: Capricorn, it is all me 100%.

I have learned

I've learned ...
-You can not make someone love you, all you can do is love someone, the rest is up to them...
-It may take years to gain trust but it only takes a few moments to completely shatter it...
-It is not what, but who you have in your life that counts...
-You can get by on charm for about 15 minutes, after that you had better know something...
-In an instant you can do something that will cause you heartache for a lifetime...
-It will take a lifetime to become the person I want to be..
-You really can keep going on long after you think you can't...
-I am responsible for everything I do and say, regardless of how I felt when i said or did something...
-You either control your attitude or it controls you...
-Heroes are the people who do what needs to be done, when it needs to be done, regardless of the circumstances or consequences...
-Money is a lousy way of keeping score...
-Sometimes the people who you expect to kick you while you are down are the one to reach down and pull you up...
-Even if I am angry or hurt, I do not have the right to be cruel...
-Just because someone doesn't love you the way that you want them to, doesn't mean that they don't love you with all the have and the best that they can...
-Maturity has a lot more to do with experience than with birthdays...
-Another person's forgivness is not always enough, You need to forgive yourself as well...
-Background and circumstances have contributed to who you are, but you are responsible for who you become...
-2 people can look at the same thing and see two different things and both be right...
-No matter how hard you try to protect me, I will get hurt, and you will hurt in the process, and for that I am truly sorry...
-Your life can be drastically changed forever in a matter of seconds by someone that you don't even know, and may never know...
-When you think that you have nothing left to give and a friend calls out for help, you will always be able to find the strength and do what it is needed of you...
-You will never be alone during your most heartwrenching, and overwhelming battles, as long as you surrender yourself to the people who love you...
-The person that you parents have tried to protect you from the most is yourself...
- I have learned that the people that you love the most will be taken from you long before you will ever be ready to say good-bye...